
The Geometry of Dreams
Origins can find their own way out. Life
a parabola of hyper extended curves
intersecting the trials and tribulations
of an ordinary line. Where are the transformations,
the great leaps of dichotomous innuendoes?
Where are the rotations, the quarter and half turns
to which we all move at some point in time?
Look in the mirror at our reflections!
The plane is flipped, all our invariant selves reversed:
symmetrically, to be sure, but flipped nonetheless.
Have we become, at last, nothing more than fractal images
forming and reforming, repeating and repeating
until we are nothing more than an event,
a equidistant function of the same equation?
And what of the circle that surrounds us?
Bisect it, and we are all on one side or another.
Traverse it, and it is all the same again.
What can we do? Ride the circumference.
Ride as if the least common denominator—
what we all are—were a linear equation,
not this double arc of circumstance,
this sloppy slide toward radical expression.
Ride as if you really were going
Somewhere.
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published in www.nycbigcitylit.com,
2004
Becoming Beautiful But Going Mad
You order me to write
and like a good girl I listen.
The night is cool
and tastes of salt.
I have just finished
your latest book
and want to cry.
I wish I were Latin
or Greek, something
with a history
wider than my own.
Even the crickets know
a language I can't imagine.
I try talking to my cat,
holding her intensely.
She scratches my arm
and twists out of reach.
She sits like a statue
and stares at me coldly.
I know she thinks I am to blame:
I don't know her language either.
*
So why is it we say the night
is full of stars? Don't we remember
so is the day? You can
see them. Close your eyes.
They speak Portuguese.
*
In a poem you said music
was mathematical. You forgot
to say love. Everything depends
on music and love.
Imagine a world with no music,
no sound. A equals B.
That's why when you take it apart
you are left with nothing.
Somewhere there's a song about that.
*
In the same poem you said
"only the truly beautiful go mad."
That's what you called it.
What do you call a night
as light as day?
*
It is summer. No, winter.
How can we tell? Here in the tropics
the heat drives us mad.
It is carried by mosquitoes.
The madness, not the heat.
Perhaps both.
I have listened to the wind tell stories,
the trees drop their leaves like applause.
When will they start spinning?
What is snow?
*
My skin is the color of raw almonds,
smooth and beige with a yellow tint.
I've stopped talking to you,
I'm speaking about him.
He says I taste like summer.
It is no wonder. It is always summer.
He is the only one who tells me with conviction
with his eyes, his hands, his tongue:
I am beautiful. And mad.
It is my only solace, my prize.
I wear it like a silk dress.
Endings are only beginnings in disguise.
Something always follows.
A vowel then a consonant
then another and another.
No one ever has the last word.
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published in The Chatahoochee Review, 1997
Changing the Direction of Dawn
What if suddenly the world
stopped spinning clockwise
paused
for just a moment
then started turning the other way?
Would everything go in reverse?
Would our present turn back
to become our past
before we had a chance
to remember?
Would we never be absolved,
no chance to atone?
Would the sun rise in the west,
the moon take over day?
Would we
wake up to pale light
sometimes golden, then silver?
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Published in http://www.mipoesias.com/Florida,
2004

Singing in the Key of L, Barbra Nightingale's first
full length collection, won the 1999 Stevens Poetry Manuscript Award
and was published by the National Federation of Poetry Societies
(June, 1999).
Greatest Hits, a chapbook of 12 poems
spanning 20 years was published by Pudding House Press in June,
2000. She has had three other chapbooks published, Lovers
Never Die (1981), Prelude
to a Woman (1986), and
Lunar Equations (1993).

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